[retardedstar]

raffles are national champs. -WTF?!

2005-08-25T07:58:00.000-07:00

okay, i'm SERIOUSLY unhappy. and i'm not SORE okay. it's not my fault that there's no fairness in this world. i mean, COME ON. it's RAWR! sucky. stupid assheads. this is seriously disgusting. i'm speechless. ):

WHAT THE HELL? -rolls eyes.

stupid day!

2005-08-24T05:58:00.000-07:00

haha.

i declare yesterday, the 23rd of AUGUST, STUPID DAY! cos i did a lot of stupid things. ): haha. like spilling coke, biting myself, being clumsy, etc.

and i stepped on myself today. ): how spastic okay. rawr!

alright, today we had a surprise english test! yay! there's nothing i LOVE more than a surprise test! and all of mrs canham's classes knew okay. ugh. luckily i was somewhat prepared thanks to my DEAR PARTNER RACHEL WONG!!! (in pink, dedicated to her) (: but i'm still going to fail cos apparently, my english standard is damn low. go figure. ): ahh. i'm feeling sad. wahlau, blogging sucks. i feel sadder now. ha. oh well, umm, that's it i guess.

night! (:

broke.

2005-08-23T07:55:00.000-07:00

i'm very sad. you know why? cos i'm broke. ): ahh. i don't want to be broke! i want to be rich. ha. if only it were that easy. i REALLY REALLY need money. ugh.

luckily we have home ec tomorrow! then i get like free lunch. haha. wonder what we're cooking. custard puffs? or choux pastry? (whatever that is.) haha. i hope NOT. if you notice, i'm adding colour to my words. haha. looks nice right? i wouldn't know. (:

hmmm. just finished re-copying geography notes cos the teacher has SO MUCH notes and talks really fast. ): yup. so i have to spend time doing that cos i copy down notes really slowly. hehe.

anyway, i FAILED my first expository essay. yup. i also just finished celebrating that. i mean, how lucky can i get? failed on my FIRST try some more. / : so pro right? yeah, i KNOW.

oh well, with much luck i'll fail the next one too. if i'm unlucky enough, i might ACTUALLY pass! wow. what are the chances? ):

oh well, that's the way it is. -groans. i'll talk about abortion next time. ha. it's SAD. just like me. ):

i just realised how un-relaxing blogging is, though it's somehow so addictive. hmmm.

abortion. ):

2005-08-21T06:23:00.000-07:00

abortion.

i am AGAINST abortion. i think that it is a cruel act, yet i have to support it. sigh. once the debate is over i'm going to talk all about it. you know, just in case people come here and find information they can use against me. haha. (: it's practically, - . can't say too much cos all i say will and can be used against me in the debate. ): that's the way it is.

anyway, have to study for ting xie and chinese test. ahh. i'm SO dead. yay. \ : hmph. there goes the whole thing about having so many tests every week. need i go through it again?

then there's the whole 'i love prefects' thing. -rolls eyes. i can't decide whether to just be against them or secretly hate them. haha. can you imagine voodoo dolls in boleros? (: okay, i'm kidding.

in my utopian world, prefects and tests and SCHOOL would cease to exist. (:
(as in, they'll (prefects) be normal. not kill them okay.)

a really long entry.

2005-08-21T03:37:00.000-07:00

ello! haha. okay, i'm going to write a REALLY long entry today cos i like reading long entries. (: that sure made sense. anyway, i updated my friendster profile and there was this whole paragraph on sarcasm. haha. and about how i've decided to dedicate a part of my life to master it. like, wow. haha. plus, i LOVE the arial font friendster finally changed to. looks SO much better. haha. you know what? everyone is like writing poems in their blogs so i shall write one too! (: hmmm. here goes!

i was walking all alone one day
staring at my feet
listening to it drag itself foward
then i thought about what happened
and i felt sad
somehow i felt like crying
but just before the tears began to flow
i crashed into a lamp post.

hahahahahaha. so funny. i'm so natural at this poetry stuff. (: 8 lines of total crap. haha. okay, i'm supposed to be doing my 'walk among the giants' comprehension now. but i'm taking a break. haha. hmmm. newly elected prefects have been announced. 5 out of 5 of our class's prefect nominees were elected. pro huh. (: yup, WE know. okay, fine, shan't make the WHOLE class seem ego. I know, can? (: haha.

well, i really want to write a message about our competitions but it's like so late. oh well, better late than never right? i don't know. when you think of it overall, you find that there are SO many 'if only's. like,

if only i got that shot in.
if only i didn't make that mispass.
if only i ran a bit faster.
if only i lasted for that one more second.
if only i jumped a little higher.
if only i held on to the ball.
if only...
doesn't exist in reality.

however, we all know that what's done cannot be undone. so what's the point in hanging onto all these thoughts? i'm guilty of doing so and yes, i regret a lot of stuff. but seriously, what's the point? i should've just thought better at that point in time rather than regret it now. obviously, that's impossible cos we can't turn back time. all we can do is not to repeat those mistakes. perhaps it was fate. that we'd go downhill right after we reached the peak of our achievements, right after we created a 'miracle'.

oh, the irony of it all.

well, it's OVER. yup, OVER. it took me quite a while to finally take that in. but well, i've understood that not everything is 'perfect'. i mean, so what if we did well in zone? you have to start all over again in the nationals. it's totally different; not as easy as we perceived it to be. i guess it sort of came too quickly. 'it's OVER' was just hitting me too hard. the harsh reality, hmmm. i really don't know. it's the end. i knew that the end would come, but i just wasn't prepared for it to come so soon.

all i can do is hope that our seniors (b div 06) do even better next year! i hope our seniors beat rgs and get into top 2 for nationals! then be champs! i'm going to support all their matches! (: then after b div, i hope that our c div will do us proud! got a lot of tall people this year. haha. (: i know that SC can do it.

it's not the end, merely an unfamiliar beginning,
and it took me so long to realise that.

gay couples adopting children.

2005-08-20T01:10:00.000-07:00

okay, this entry shall be dedicated to the debate theme, 'this house supports gay couples adopting children' (something like that). well, it's not my topic but i think that it's a really cool topic. haha. umm, i meant motion. so i'll try being prop and opp. haha. see? i'm debating against myself. how exciting. (x

so anyway, here goes!

prop-
by opposing the motion, the message that opp is trying to send is that having 'uncommon' sexual preferences so-called, weird. that merely due to the fact that they choose to like that same gender, they shouldn't have the right to have babies. in fact, i believe that just like any other normal couple, gay couples should have the right to have a normal family. (okay, that's all i thought of. haha.)

opp-
HOWEVER, what will the child grow up to be like? will he/she be despised amongst his/her friends? while everyone gets to go out with their mummies and daddies, he/she only has mummy/daddy. imagine the social awkwardness the child will experienc in our modern-day society. yes, although more people are being more 'open' now, what about the conservative ones? (okay, that's all too.)

therefore,

solution-
i think that one person of the relationship should change his/her sex. that way, everyone will be happy and no one will need to know! okay, i hope that everyone reading this understands that this is pure crap produced due to the massive amount of stress i'm experiencing right now. thank you!!

homework overload!

2005-08-19T20:11:00.000-07:00

wahlau. we have TONS of homework this week. hmmm, history structured essay questions, geography workbook, math worksheets, studying for ting xie AND chinese test, ETC!!! yay. haha. i LOVE homework! (: (please note the damn sarcasm.)

i think that it's time to do it anytime soon. bye!

HOMEWORK ROCKS!!! (:

yeah right. blah.

DAMN EXPOSITORY ESSAY!

2005-08-17T08:44:00.000-07:00

wahlau. i don't get expository essays okay. damn it. so pissed off. i mean, like we'll be writing expository essays when we are old and feeble??? this is so f-ing USEFUL eh? hmph. i'm sorry la, but i don't see the point in all this. so sue me.

omg, i'm going to get damn low cos i don't understand it and it's not fair.

and shit, i susect we're going to get our geography test back tomorrow. i cannot CANNOT CANNOT fail.

f-ing hell.

nothing

2005-08-14T04:33:00.000-07:00

sorry, decided not to update after all. haha.

friday.

2005-08-12T08:13:00.000-07:00

hello. i'm bored. wth. school is seriously screwed. IS. and i highly doubt that it'll ever change. seriously. gosh. i hate hate HATE well, a lot of stuff that just cannot be named. okay. so this is something else i hate, but well, TOO BAD. ass.

argh. so much too say, so little (allowed) to type. damn it.

oh well, it turns out that i really have nothing to blog about. yay. that's how 'interesting' my damn life is. whee.

and you know what? my computer sucks too. blah.

everything seems to piss me off.

and don't talk to me. i think i'll be in a bad mood because i'm feeling quite sad right now and have been since i started going to school. -imagine that.

stress

2005-08-07T03:02:00.000-07:00

you know what? i dreamt that there were two tests tomorrow to make up for the tests on tuesday!!!! wahlau, you see how STRESSFUL the damn education system is? anyway, the dream was well, waaayyy freaky. haha. we had science and i-can't-remember-what subject. so scary okay. i was freaking out in my dream la.

gosh, so weird la. haha. okay, i shall end here since i have nothing else to crap about. see you! (x

-

2005-08-07T00:37:00.000-07:00

when your best just isn't good enough...

NO TESTS!

2005-08-07T00:25:00.000-07:00

yes! no tests! whee! haha. isn't that great? yeah, it is.

gosh, i'm so bored. like umm, bored. yup.

we had past VS present last night. it was quite good la. our performance was like, haha, no comment. but it WAS last minute work okay. i'm person f. haha. oh well, it's OVER. that's good, right? right. sigh, no comment at all. gosh, this sucks. i can't believe i have nothing to blog about. i must be mad.

omg, i'm DAMN embarrassed. \ :

GEOGRAPHY&SCIENCE tests

2005-07-31T01:11:00.000-07:00

wahlau. this is so f-ing screwed screwed screwed screwed. ths SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS. so BAD BAD BAD BAD.

you know what? i think putting SCIENCE AND GEOGRAPHY tests on the same freaking day is a fantastic idea. why don't you just throw in history and math? that'd make it perfect. our hell, your paradise.

you know what? i think you're sadistic. yes. making us memorise so much during the freaking weekends. weekends, ass, is for people to enjoy themselves. and i'm pretty sure being buried alive by books isn't very fun.

you know what? you're just as screwed as the whole scheme, the brilliant plot where you torture us mercilessly. how nice. i'm so happy i get tormented this way. i mean, i wouldn't want to have fun now would i? that'd just be wrong.

you know what? i don't blame you. i blame the freaking system. yes, the SCREWED SYSTEM. you're probably just another one of its pathetic workers. it CONTROLS your screwed behaviour. and in turn, you control US. how splendid.

you know what? we should really start doing somthing about this. how about gathering a few voodoo dolls and pins? no, that's be letting them off to easily. what the heck, just use freaking daggers to stab them. how about using a rope to strangle them? wait, how does a using pillow to suffocate their warped brains sound? sounds like the first part of the plan.

you know what? a slow, painful death is better. starving them, torturing them till their last breath. my adrenaline is pumping,

when can we start?

oh wow. look at how much i've drifted away from the main topic. how nice, how random. blah. better get back to studying my butt off. BYE! that was good. haha. (x

random entry

2005-07-30T09:27:00.000-07:00

this is a random entry. i need to stop being bored. you know why? because i need to study. you know why? because of screwed systems that give us THREE tests in a week.you know why? because they don't really care. you know why? because they're SCREWED people. VERY screwed people. SCREW them!

yes, i know screw has another meaning and i DON'T mean i THAT way alright.

you're SO screwed.

scgsVSrgs

2005-07-27T07:13:00.000-07:00

hello! i'm like blogging when i sould be SLEEPING. anyway, sc played against rgs today. we won! so we're first in zone. (:

wahlau, my REALLY UNSUPPORTIVE mum was like ... SO LONG ONLY ZONE AH??? sheesh. -_- "

haha. oh well. and umm, yeah. today was a GOOD day because i saw HER. haha. yeah man! so damn cute la. then... haha. shan't say here. later SOME people say i'm les. hmph. haha. so that's it. i shall go off to my secret blog! see you! haha. (x

today is a happy happy happy day, happy happy day! YEAH! (:

iloveyoutoo.

2005-07-23T09:14:00.000-07:00

haha. i'm super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, super, TIMES INFINITY HAPPY! i just made an amazing discovery. and i'm damn happy! you know what it is?

i found HER friendster profile. haha. I LOVE FRIENDSTER. it's the best thing since HER. AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! i fully support frienster. and for that, i'm restarting my friendster account. (: yup, that means replying to testimonials and everything. so WRITE to me! OMG OMG OMG OMG! did i mention how wonderful friendster is? i love frienster though i like HER more! she's damn pro, damn cool, damn cute, damn funny, damn cute, damn super pro super cool! (x seriously la. she's like, WHOA! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! thank you friendster! clarissa THANKS YOU, LOADS LOADS LOADS. i found her!!! yeah man! i'm pro too! maybe i should be a full-time stalker. now i'm only part-time. (x it took me about one day, but i'm super glad i found her! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! she's very pro man! omg. she's super cool la! haha. i've decided, i'm going to stalk her! (joking!) (x (x (x (x (x (x (x (x (x (x SHE ROCKS LA!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you friendster, thank YOU. (x

oh man. you know i was so happy until i cried? haha. fine, so i didn't. but it was a really happy moment okay? and the joy will last forever. haha. she's damn CUTE LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay, shall dream about her now. haha. i dreamt of her last night okay! omg. she's so cute!!!

PS. i'm NOT lesbian, don't misunderstand. she's really cute!!!!!! (x

WHEE.

2005-07-21T07:06:00.000-07:00

i saw her. he. he. hehe. hehehe.

guess what? i got like damn low for georaphy la. the teacher mark until so f-ing strict. it's not like you have to PAY for OUR marks right? give so low for WHAT? ARGH! so full of crap. so i got like, REALLY REALLY REALLY low overall. so if YOU think you got damn low, just look for me and you'll be very comforted. sigh. my mom's so going to kill me. i haven't even told her yet! :\ BLAH. so pissed.

BUT.

i saw her. he. he. hehe. hehehe. she's so damn PRO la. can jump like so DAMN HIGH! haha. and even though she's not say THAT tall, her coach still let her stand behind when the opponent is shooting penalty. PRO PRO PRO! haha. AND she got the rebound okay. (x (x (x (x haha. got a GLIMPSE of her after rushing there. so cute!

THANKS JESS FOR RUSHING WITH ME!

and i downloded mozilla firefox. OMG. i want an iMAC SO BAD!!! argh! save save save! (x

plus, i saw her. he. he. hehe. hehehe.

southzone

2005-07-20T07:27:00.000-07:00

three matches in a row. WHOO! haha. it's over, it's over, it's over, i wish.

review-
VS zhonghua : 27 - 16 (i thought it was 17!)
VS chij : 42 - 6
VS cedar : 38 - 26

commenting on the past hurts because i played badly. i'm going to move on and play my BEST. let me be up to standard. blah.

hmmm. any happy things? OH YES! haha. i got a new ou xiang! i don't like sylvester anymore. SERIOUSLY. yup! so exciting eh? don't tell you who! haha. guess!

so cute...

S`CAPADE

2005-07-15T08:42:00.000-07:00

whee! went for the S`CAPADE today. it was quite fun and i was rather HIGH. haha. the basketballers were like a bunch of crazy fanatics taking ecstacy, bobbing up and down. haha. i was REASONABLY enthusiastic. THEN there was the cha-cha. and the music was cool. rolling, rolling. haha. don't underestimate the roll. sadly, i was too shy to be enthusastic about that. not shy but, umm, under-confident? yup. haha. but it IS fun, SUPER fun. haha. hop, slide, jump. SO FUN! and umm, what did i want to say? ARGH!

oh yes, jessica decided to start the water fight thing. quite obviously, i got wet. haha. splash here, splash there, SPLASH! haha. yup. and being the kind soul that I am, i was the ONLY ONE helping jessica. see how nice i am? then SOME people called me a traitor and splashed me. hmph. haha. (x

and the basketball board. whe do i begin? THANKS TO CELENE CHOO PEI YI, my super HORRID picture was put on the board. and i wasn't say, at the corner or something. that stupid butthole! ARGH! i freaked and started hitting celene when i saw it. FURTHERMORE, the picture was cropped and enlarged. sheesh. SOME people... LUCKILY, due to my intelligence, they're going to take it off since i have something that SOMEONE wants. hehe. (x i'm eviiiilllll.

MWAHAHA! hear me cackle!

ORANGE&GREEN

2005-07-12T07:15:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU RACHEL YEW FOR 'WE BELIEVE'!!! i HEART you! (happy?) haha. (x

hello there you simple people reading this entry. i'm feeling rather crappy and will thus write a rather crappy entry. isn't that nice? (x okay, let's get started.

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my crappy day started off with my alarm clock ringing at 4am because i wanted to go to asknlearn this morning. but BECAUSE of my laziness, well, i, didn't. haha. so there! and soon, i was walking to school with my science textbook in my hand, revising on the carbon and nitrogen cycles. (and i can CONFIDENTLY say, science is a horrid subject.)

then, i reach school in a matter of minutes. (whee...) so i take my seat and start studying again like a freaking nerd. (now i get agitated.) THEN, i tell you this F*CKING bird decided to shit on my REALLY NICE school bag and dirtied it. (obviously.) does my REALLY NICE school bag look like a F*CKING toiletbowl to you? HUH? mr asshole birdbrain? OMG, do you have like nothing F*CKING better to do? DAMN IT YOU STUPID BIRD!

THEREFORE, i'm going to bring a sports bag tomorrow okay? to all who read this, i'm not a F*CKING poser, i NEED another damn bag, damn it. (NOTE!)

then we had lesson and, OMG, science was MULTIPLE CHOICE! the whole freaking paper! i could hear the angels singing or something. it was one of those 'i see the light moments'. georaphy was OKAY. i put jurong island for the reclamation project thing. haha. well, it's OVER. O-V-E-R!

then guitar, blah blah blah and here i am. yup. shall go and do something totally pointless now. BYE! (x

simplicity

2005-07-04T01:26:00.000-07:00

a real simple skin. quite nice huh? you know i editted this skin like a lot a lot to get this? i feel PRO! haha. well, i'm always PRO but i rarely feel that way. haha.

before:
http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=48369&action=Preview

after! (you're looking at it.)

PRO right? omg. i took like so damn long. haha. but but but BUT! i FINISHED my 'cause and effect' notes, studied history AND math. i think that's all the homework! I ROCK because i'm PRO! (x haha. joking okay? i'm not THAT ego. (even though i'm so PRO!)

well, just wanted to show you guys my 'achievements'. haha.

oh oh oh. did anyone see sylvester on television just now? his hair is weird. but still CUTE. and shuai. and dashing. hehe. he sang a WHEE BIT out of tune i think. but still PRO. just like ME! but he's PRO-ER, and COOLER, and ROCKER! haha. alright. i'm done babbling away. (is there such a word?) haha. it just came to my mind.

see you guys around! -babbles off. (x

ZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZ...

studytime!

2005-07-03T01:13:00.000-07:00

hmmm. i think i'll go study now. bye! (x

scgs VS st. marg's

2005-07-02T02:44:00.000-07:00

well, the game was okay. not the best but not the worst either. yup. the score? 54-2. stupid two points! don't know why, feeling quite xian now. i was quite hyper just now! the match is like, in TWO weeks! so far away! i think i'll still be quite nervous though.

OMG! i died of embarrassment during flag-raising yesterday!!! i stuttered, mumbled, fumbled and almost fainted of shame! i don't even know why i'm talking about that. haha. ARGH! bad memories. haha.

okay, don't know what to say already. so shall stop. BYE!

chew. swallow. regurgitate.

SCHOOL REOPENS!

2005-06-28T00:09:00.000-07:00

damn. great, just great. we have a new disciplinary systen IMPLEMENTED by the teachers, ms heng and the PREFECTS. hmm. yup. it's really quite FUNNY. if i swear, i get a booking. and i get demerit points. isn't that great?

if this is considered liable/slander, GO AHEAD and BOOK ME. please leave a tag and tell me your name so i know who you are. THANKS!

sigh. i think i'd better lock my blog up before EXTRA people (xian za ren) come and stalk me here.

so ANYWAY, moving on, the new system is really SCARY! argh. i'm scared! what if i... AHHHH! high socks from now on man. haha. i think everyone is the school probably's going to become anti-prefect except the prefects and the faculty. haha. and i'm not sure, but i think teachers get to book us. because someone said that the teacher decides whether we get booked or something.

so much for a free country.

our speech, attire, hair, behaviour and youth have been taken over by the school!

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the only thing that's stopping me from leaving is my cca. i love it way too much to leave it! that's the only thing that probably hasn't changed. my fellow team members and the whole basketball family! haha. if not, i would have taken that stupid test a long time ago! hmph. haha.

due to the fact of the new system, i have decided to edit my entry in case i get booked! because well, it's officially the 28th of june right NOW. sigh.

THANKS A LOT for the new system! i really LOVE it!
thanks PREFECTS!

baby seals!

2005-06-26T07:50:00.000-07:00

i seriously quite like this layout. but it will only be temporary until i get a new one. yup. so anyway, i counted the bruises from my knee and below. i have SEVEN. haha. sheesh. and i don't even know how i get the other FIVE! haha. that's quite dumb. haha.

umm, we had our captain's ball competition yesterday. the sec four basketballers and netballers WON! they ROCK man. haha. they beat the idiots. seriously, that's their name. in like malay or something. wah lau. there's this dumb ass who took nine! ASS. he totally sucked! well, i'm seriously not biased or anything, ask any other basketballer and they'll say the same thing. damn him. he thinks he's really pro when he's NOT. hmph. thanks to their team, i fell again on the same place i fell. i think the damn wound's infected. hmph. ARGH! i shan't talk about him anymore. just thinking about the ass makes my blood boil. die you stupid thing, die! haha. (kidding.) and we were screaming so hard for the seniors i almost lost my voice. haha. they were called the 'red or black' team. i was part of 'shake'! haha. they were damn pro! unlike some guy who WASN'T. (x oh oh oh. then, there was this person offering us cake. she was like, 'please take, take more.' then she told this guy how greedy we were (take SIX cakes!) and he said it was because we were FAT. gee, thanks a LOT. and she had the nerve to COME BACK and offer us some more. sigh. some people are just too MUCH! oh well, moving on...

the sec ones made this string of balloons! cool eh? haha. it said 'GO SCGS'. and eunice olsen was there. sheesh. i'd rather sylvester. haha. but there was this taufik look-alike! omg, it was so freaky. there was like 90% similarity, i kid you not. haha. and i lost my badge. it said 'everyone's entitled to be stupid, but you're abusing the privilege.' sigh. oh well. haha. we didn't even get through the first round! wahh. haha.

then after the whole thing, we went for bubble tea! haha. then i went home. you know whe i usually walk, like the small road? i was so scared! it was like around 7.30pm and i kept looking back and front. haha. then i thought, it's not even the seventh month, so don't need to be so scared. (: i'm a brave girl.

OH NO! it's past eleven. have to go and sleep now. what if i can't wake up? ARGH! good night!

approximately eight hours to the beginning of school, whee-

party

2005-06-25T00:01:00.000-07:00

it's midnight and i think i'm going to like fall asleep any second now. sigh. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!

haha. bluff you! bet you got tricked! but i AM sleepy okay? anyway, shall talk about the party today!

first and foremost, i would LOVE to thank to LOVELY people who pushed me into the pool, making me drip from head to toe and get dandruff thanks to the chlorine or something. THANKS! (note the sarcasm please.) haha. at least i'm not sick. phew! haha. i saw sylvester on the BUS! wait, that sounded too good to be true! haha. i saw him on the tv. the slurpee advertisement. haha. his blue streaks quite beng though. but still kawaii/shuai nonetheless! (x that's the truth!

oh, my sandwiches were eaten up! i'm so happy. haha. at least my food was appreciated. hmmm. what else did we do? we played cheat! haha. celene sucks at the game! because this smarty pants lets everyone see all her cards! haha. SOOOOOO SMART! (x haha. that's all eh. seriously. but it WAS fun. haha.

i want to change my layout. must wait for a while. two more days to the reopening of school.

goal: MUST NOT get any more warnings NOR bookings. you'll see me in high socks and super tucked in shirts! (x NOT! but high socks maybe. haha.

scgsVSnanyang('c'div)

2005-06-15T19:54:00.000-07:00

umm, yesterday's match was really quite sad. SCGS versus NANYANG. we lost by THREE points!!! (11-14) sigh. at least there was improvement! last time we got thrashed by them by like 60 over points! (according to someone because i wasn't there.) yup, at least that's good. i missed a fastbreak!!! because i didn't run in a curve so i couldn't see the ball so it got stolen so i just lost TWO points for SC. damn it. sigh. MUST RUN A CURVE!

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MUST RUN A CURVE!
MUST RUN A CURVE!
MUST RUN A CURVE!
MUST RUN A CURVE!
MUST RUN A CURVE!
MUST RUN A CURVE!
MUST RUN A CURVE!
MUST RUN A CURVE!
MUST RUN A CURVE!
MUST RUN A CURVE!

okay, that's enough. later we went to caltex where i had a mango smoothie and some food. then i went home to find my guitar lesson fees, which i did! haha. next match is on saturday, wish me (GOOD) luck! i'll need it. haha.

goodbye! (x

BORING!

2005-06-12T02:35:00.000-07:00

-blinks UNbelievably.

WHERE THE HELL IS MY FREAKING LONG BLOG ENTRY???
stupid internet. i blame the cons of modern technology. hmph.
never mind, i shall try to RECALL and retype everything! haha.
since i have nothing better (other than homework) to waste my
already pathetic life on.

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hmmm. let me think. oh yes. i wanted to announce my GRAND discovery of an oxymoron - holiday homework. yup. may i ask all the SANE people reading this, how does relaxing (holiday) have to do with stressful (homework)? i mean, it just doesn't make any sense to me AT ALL. so i propose we burn all our homework and cackle weirdly TOGETHER! hoohooohooohooo. fine, so i'm just daydreaming. SO WHAT? (x

and what else? umm. oh yes. the match! haha. we had a match yesterday against queenstown. we won. and we got to practise our series of 3-2s! there's small (zone), medium (half court) and large (full court)! haha. okay, fine. it's really big, but large matches the series! haha. they're all quite fun, though i can't do it very well. haha.

then after the match, we went to food haven! and i had my BANANA SHAKE! and i ate curry udon. YEAH! haha. it was quite okay. and i'm now chris's FAKE mommy! haha. so lame. because i was concerned about her safety. see? i'm so nice. (: haha. now i'm stuck. i can't remember what else i typed. ah well, how sad. haha. so i shall end here. (jiu ci ting bi.)

still reading? haha. okay, BYE! (x

shoppingspree

2005-06-04T19:13:00.000-07:00

WHEE! i went on a shopping spree yesterday! yay! hmmm. let me think. i bought...

-a new room phone
-a running shirt
-a really cool jacket
-people's birthday presents
-a footprint-puncher

and...

MY NEW HANDPHONE - 6230i!!!!

heaven. haha. yup. and my mom saw sylvester on my wallpaper. luckily she couldn't see clearly or i die. haha. it's the first week of the school holidays and i've been slacking like it's nobody's business. sigh.

and i won money! haha. now i can buy my cds and bag and clothes! oh man. i sound so bimbo. YUCKS! but never mind. i still want my stuff. hmmm. maybe i should get my butt off this chair and go do my work. sadly, i'm too lazy. haha. i guess that's it. BYE!

nokia 6230i. yay.

finallyblogging

2005-06-03T05:52:00.000-07:00

hmph. this sucks so extremely badly, i have nothing to say. i'm slacking so much, i have nothing to say. someone PLEASE tell me the freaking math quiz isn't counted. PLEASEEEEE! i got like bloody 12 okay? over freaking 20! argh! i'm so dumb! i'm so pissed. tell me it's not counted!

DARN. FREAK. F***. i'm so pissed. i deserve to slap someone. my CA2 is so dead. how to even pass? HOW? i bet i'll fail. this is SO SUPER UNFAIR. i hate failing. why does it always happen to me? oh right.

i'm so freaking DUMB! GO AND DIE MAN!

-

anyway, moving on. we got our jerseys today! how cool, yes? YES!! i got NINE, i got NINE! i got NINE!!!

i got NINE!

yay! i'm so happy. haha. and i'm going to watch monster-in-law this monday! yeah man! haha. yup. nothing good really happened today. but i'm really happy i got nine! i rock! haha.

experiencing an extremely bad moodswing. ignore me. hehe.

holidays

2005-05-28T18:35:00.000-07:00

hmmm. the holidays have started. yipee. i've like got loads and stacks and piles and mountains of homework to do! then, tomorrow i have a test because i sort of pon-ed tuition last week, thinking i could skip the test as i was a tad bit too lazy to study. and now? BAO YING!!! this is so unfair. furthermore, i have yet to touch the darned book. argh! told the holiday was not a REAL holiday. it's merely a time where students do not have to go to school but have ONLINE LESSONS (math) and ASSIGNMENTS to keep them busy instead. how nice. stupid holidays.

well, our competition is coming up, so that means training as usual during the holidays. the only good thing is that i have NO more tuition!!! oh yeah man! haha. i'm practically struggling to keep myself awake. haha. so, you see, the holiday is REALLY not what it REALLY seems to be, REALLY. (haha.)

ps. did anyone notice my new style of writing? haha. i think it looks better!

sidewalks

2005-05-22T01:38:00.000-07:00

whee..another layout..haha..its SOOOO nice..i LOVE it man..haha..

hmmm..oh yes..got a whole stack of work to do..darn!

i mean its like defeating e WHOLE purpose of e word 'holiday'..u noe..as in RELAX? TAKE IT EASY? SLACK?

yes..DAT holiday..why izzit dat tchrs r such funny ppl?

giving u stuff to do n going..since its e hols better do more work since u haf SOO much time..

but we dun u noe..we DONT!

we're apparently too busy slacking..blogging..doing UNimpt things like research on safari..sleeping..watching tv..eating..getting ppl to donate to e sch..listening to DEAR sylvester sing..watching movies..playing basketball..chatting online..clearing up all the litter in their stupid cramped room..n a whole lot more!

[fine..so dats me ONLY..haha..]

n so u see..e holidays r not as relaxing as they seem..bear dat in mind..

sch hols cuming!

2005-05-19T08:08:00.000-07:00

whee..HELLO SCH HOLS!!! gd bye crappy sch days..haha..hyper-ism man..

http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=31638&action=Preview

can go n check out dis skin..can use for class blog..but kinda common..dunno man..haha..like i said..hyper!!! so i dunno wad to say..hmmm..oh yeah..thnx for cheering me up u guys! [u noe hu u r!!!] oh man..im like OVERLY sensitive..wahaha..but then it IS a sad..harsh..cruel truth..sigh!

clarissa <3 s lien..rachelW..rachelY..jacqueline..camilla..audrey..n others..

suffering fr SHORT TERM MEMORY LOSS..pls forgive me!!!

its juz like a passing cloud..

slysfavouritethings

2005-05-08T03:55:00.000-07:00

LIST OF SYLVESTER SIM'S FAVE THINGS!

fave food - fast food [me TOOO!!]
fave mall - heeren [me TOOO!!]
fave color - black [me TOOO!!]..pink
fave number - 7
fave subject in sch - english [me TOOO!!]
fave singer - BOA [ok lar..my fave singer is him!!!]
fave language - spanish
fave song - taufik's one last
fave sport - soccer [haiz..why not basketball???]

haiz..forget e rest..so sad..shall edit if i rmb!!!haha..

babyblues

2005-05-05T02:39:00.000-07:00

new blogskin AGAIN..getting sick of me but do i look like i care?u CANT see me!!!ha..so urm..

SORRY AMANDA!!! really really sorry..im NOT angry..see?i linked u n write so big n bold just for u!!!

today is a baaaaddd day man..bad luck cums in threes..yes..no wait FOURS!!!dunno lar..lemme list all e things dat r bad today..

1)had math lesson..its SUCKED!
2)failed history assignment..whee..5/20..how terribly intelligent..
3)got caught in e rain n got stalked by two sec ones..[dey were goin to caltex actually..haha..]

sup sad..i dun think i can concentrate at all tml unless i find dat its not true at all..lets pray hard..

i say e little prayer for u...

newskin[brokenheart]

2005-05-01T10:14:00.000-07:00

hmmm.ah well.another new blogskin.decided not to type so many dots coz it wont look nice.haha.so it looks weird!!!shall not talk about how freaking dead i m coz i havent done my formal letter+math ws+history stuff+geography articles+still going out tml.ha!i deserve it.i really do.haha.

shall update u guys on the fall.

.:day one[fri]:.
fell.put two plasters to form an 'X' thnx to fushang+jess

.:day two[sat]:.
training.lift door slammed onto it.pus oozed out.GROSS!

.:day three[sun]:.
left it open in e afternoon to let it air or something.scab is forming.pus still dere.

.:day four[mon]:.
its midnight now.feels better.

ok.thats it.might even start using proper sentences.who knows?how exciting!!!

ps. if u look carefully.i haf deleted e links o ppl hu didnt link me coz i simply didnt see e point o linking ppl hu dun link u.so im utterly disgusted at my pathetic network of frenz.haha.

sly rocks my socks!

u can feel urself blush!

2005-04-22T08:44:00.000-07:00

oh man..SYLVESTER SIM is so freakin cute..haha..he wuz like speaking in half-english+half-ch when he wuz sorta interviewed..so KAWAII!!![is dat cute?]nvm..haha..SO CUTE MAN!!!he wuz like..blah blah blah..then suddenly speak ENGLISH!!!so funny..haha..so CUTE!!!hes BILINGUAL!hows dat?such a cute rocker dude..

oh oh.. i juz realised dat u can feel urself blush..haha..funny ok..

mon is napfa 2.4km..muz try to beat CHRIS!!!dat stupid girls timing is 11.58mins..wah lau..run so fast for wad?not like SYLVESTER is in front o u..haha..if he wuz in front o me i bet ill faint..coz run so fast to chase after him then cant take it..haha..

I WILL BEAT U!!!hopefully..

wish me luck!ill need it..

warned for e second time!

2005-04-21T02:03:00.000-07:00

oh man..got warned ysd for my belt..eeyer..so sad lar..haha..nvm..cant b bothered..i mean honestly..e schs system is full of loopholes..n my belt came wif e uniform..not my fault ok?haiz..so stupid..bleah..sucks man..

anyway..napfa is tml..yay..juz great..bet im gonna fail..stupid man..ARGH!

sylvestersfirstalbum[takeflight]

2005-04-12T23:30:00.000-07:00

OMG!OMG!OMG!

I FINALLY GOT SYLVESTER'S ALBUM!!!

oh man..he just totally ROCKS man..like unparalleled ROCKNESS..he just rocks so well..oh man..he is juz so good..no no..DA BEZ..he is so completely gifted..songwriting AND composing..i mean..future music prodigy in e making..i mean..

WOW!!!!

he is so GREAT..ROCKER..TALENTED..PERFECT..whee..he is so good..hes e BEST..gonna finish listening to his album even if it takes me all night..gives me eyebags..makes me yawn continuously in class..soaking up all o tmls energy..I DUN CARE MAN..he juz rocks!!!!!i mean..haf u seen anyone so musically inclined???

15 000 pre sale copies sold..taufik only 30 000..he is so gonna trash taufik[album sales]..oh man..he ROCKS..haha..

if u stay up late enuf to c dis..i got a notice..

u can really insult me..make fun o me..or wadeva..n i wont b offended..coz im in a SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER gd mood..

SYLVESTER ROCKS MAN!!!!!!!!!

muz tell u e truth..cant help it..he rocks man!!!!!

better stop b4 i go crazy..aaahhhhhhhhhhhh...GREAT MUSIC!!!!

but he really rocks ok..

he so totally rocks!!!!

thighspain

2005-04-09T17:01:00.000-07:00

oh man..my thighs pain fr crabwalk..sucks man..how to walk???watch me cum to sch wif crutches man..ok..study now..ARGH!

new template

2005-04-09T00:40:00.000-07:00

oh..btw..new blogskin..quite cute rite?

testdepression

2005-04-09T00:19:00.000-07:00

well..u haf cum down wif a severe case o test depression..e doctor tells me..not really..but u get it rite?

im failing all my tests!!!so im determined to do well for ALL future tests..lets juz c how long i can last..anyway..next yr[if i can stay in sc for dat long]..i will b transferring to LONGKANG sec sch..lessons will b held in open air classrooms..very airy..got class pets..good..argh..urgh..dis sucks..my life is such a mess..

dun tok to me bout sylvesters album..can only get it nxt wk..humph..wad if its sold out????NNNOOOOOO!!!im gonna slap myself or sumthin..dunno lar..so many things floating ard in my mind aimlessly..not bein processed..which explains my recent slow reactions..blurness..dai-ness..chidun-ness..wadeva to do wif bein ultra slow in respondin to anythin in fact..

training wuz BAD as usual..i suck as usual..being a stupid loser running like a snail on court as usual..so on so on..oh..my next aim is to do well for napfa..im aiming for gold..not a perfect score or anything..i hope i can do it..will start training..run run run..stretch stretch stretch..omg..my sit+reach is totally PATHETIC!!!i got like 38cm???wher is e justice???but my sbj wuz surprisingly ok..190cm..charlyn help me see de..hmmm..got so much more to say but no words to express my thots..

haiz..e feeling o not wantin to bottle up ur feelings but havin no choice SUCKS..got no one to tok to..wad a sad life i lead..loner..introvert..anti-socialist..OLD HAG!!aiya..i DUN care alr..muz look forward instead o broodin on e past..instead o cryin over split milk..juz pick up e broken pieces n move on..

I CAN DO IT!
WO XING DE!

sorry..i can only speak TWO langs..e feeling o stupidity+inferiority greatly saddens me..yet pushes me to work harder to achieve better grades..i hope..i cant blieve e amt o stupidity growin within me..its multiplying faster than bacteria..ARGH!!!

i hate dis crappy life i lead..

musicproblems

2005-04-02T07:28:00.000-08:00

ok..it shld b workin now..haha..worked on my com wad..SORRY TO ALL..

thnx lien..saw u at biba!

sorry for makin ur com hang aries!!!!

not very sorry to dis anti-sly person..called AUDREY CHEONG..humph..haha..

haha..sorry..it worked on my com..thnx anyway..dear jane..hurry n update ur fic!haha..

sportsdae

2005-04-01T16:29:00.000-08:00

whee..sports dae todae..haha..quite ok..class champ wuz 2pr..sec one is 1sy..sec three..i think is 3gr..not sure..sec four is 4sy..haha..dunno lar..i only noe 2sy didnt win..argh..im aimin to b in at least ONE class dats champ..haha..only ONE..

so we ran..run run run..tiring u noe..so me+camilla ran for 400m..camilla..drusilla..charlyn+cherylL ran..haha..we were gd..we noe dat we r really winners..IN OUR HEARTS..haha..

oh..u noe for com studies..dunno hu ar..suggested dat we shld put e old hag slide laz..[me]..then jacqueline+yunhui decided dat i wuz ok so we did dat..haha..deleted it in front o e entire class..haha..luckily ms koh didnt c..haha..n shes really smart u noe..i like researched a lot for my info..history.wah lau..not impt izzit?dun wanna ask bout it..history is wher it wuz born..w/o it..dere is no opera!!!humph..haha..

shall go n sleep now..bye...ZZZZzzzZZZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZZzzZZZZzzzzZZZZZzz..

ps..HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAE!!!!!

countdown to sylvesters album..6 daes!

music!

2005-03-31T01:25:00.000-08:00

whee..happy happy happy..got music code fr AUDREY..haha..at least sae her name..so so so happy..hear e SUPER SUPER SUPER nice song?so nice..sung by a nice singer..no no..AWESOME singer called sylvester..yay..haha..nt stupid jay chou..haha..rebel against him..haha..

7 DAES TO HIS ALBUM!YAY!

okok..sports dae tml..hmm..muz jia you..notice..haha..

TO ALL E PPL HU READ DIS N C ME TML..BETTER WISH ME GD LUK..COZ I REALLY NEED IT..

haha..camilla+4x100m runners alr very fast..dun care em..care me!haha..pls pls..if im dead last muz still cheer for me..loser cheer..haha..useless me..haha..deproved by so much..how leh?nv practise..so crap..okok..dun feel like writin liao..bye!

firstguitarlesson

2005-03-30T00:00:00.000-08:00

hmmm..dis is my so far confirm blogskin..haha..n notice to those ppl hu tag..

DO NOT TAG BAD STUF BOUT SYLVESTER SIM OR ELSE..MUAHAHA..

DIS IS A THREAT!!!

haha..first guitar lesson todae..realised how un-musically inclined im..stupid tchr..haha..he likes jacqueline better..kept indirectly insultin me..bleah..haha..thn at mcdonalds..she got TWO coupons n i got ONE..humph..not fair..how cum she gets e better stuf..haha..n e tchr tuned her guitar..pretend to tune mine..haha..so stupid..haha..finished com studies..eng oral presentation..hope i get called..its really cool..n its FEASIBLE..haha..wadeva u call it..gonna b midnite soon..haha..

oh yar..jacqueline has a new template..urm..yeah..haha..gonna watch movie tml..whee..i love watchin movies twice in a week..haha..ms seah noes..she came up to me n asked..bet she thinks im a spoilt brat..muahaha..i got SO freaked out..haha..officially sick o mcdonalds..dat time i ate three cheesy hotdogs..sick o dat too..haha..im like such a pig..eat so much..haha..now im fat..

shall start my diet tml..wait wait..yes yes..its wed today..haha..thurs is my official diet..shall try to run todae..my stamina deproved like a pig rolling down a hill..a round one..very very dead..how to run?but nvm..still got camilla..haha..shall find a reserve..i feel so loser+crappy..its really quite sad..i like get tired so easily now..like sum old lady hu cant push supermarket trolleys without gettin backaches..humph..

ok..shall b off to sleep..dun feel sleepy..muz b e coffee..haha..HYPER..

ps..notice to all..SYLVESTERS ALBUM CUMIN OUT ON APRIL 8TH..NEXT FRIDAY..GO AND BUY..

cantfindblogskins

2005-03-26T07:57:00.000-08:00

haiz..cant find a freakin nice blogskin..hmmm..i dunno y..haha..i need one..so frustrated..nv study yet..argh..i juz wanna sleep..

guitar

2005-03-22T07:00:00.000-08:00

i got a guitar..i got a guitar..i got a guitar..

haha..im officially takin guitar lessons..yay..so happy..my mum is tryin to comvince evryone dat im doin it for sylvester..sheesh..not dat i will deny it..hmmm..haha..wadeva..ok..dats all..

om is due tml..were dead..haha..

backfromkl

2005-03-19T16:01:00.000-08:00

well..i felt dat camp was kinda a let-down..felt so excited but then..all was juz gone..dunno lar..i mean..yeah..it was fun n all but i felt dat i brought back more sad+meaningful memories than happy+fun ones..sigh..

i mean..we won e match n all..first ever i think..but it juz meant so little to me..e atmosphere wuz dere at e laz few mins[we had 5 min overtime] n i expected huggin+tears o joy after e match or sumthin..but at end..no atmosphere wuz present..i guess coz our victory depended on whether e opponent got her penalty in..weird lar..n i think i fouled out..sheesh..but statistics sae i didnt..dunno lar..doesnt really matter to me..

another thing wuz e scolding fr seniors..it wuz so tense..we lined up in twos outside their rm..kinda stupid i noe..but i guess we wanted to show we were truly remorseful n we werent messy kinda thing..but its not spposed to b a scolding..more like to make us fan xing..to make us wake up..im gonna sae sumthn really stupid but i mean it..actually..i think e sec 2s alr woke up..dey juz havent got out o bed..as in..took action..felt really weird..i didnt cry coz o dis lor..ull noe y in e next para..

next..we went to dao qian[apologise] to sumone[dun wanna sae hu]+mrs bowness..dats when i cried..i felt so freakin guilty lar..i mean..it wuz like all my fault lar..felt so freaking bad..saed sorry to jess personally..evryone hu noes hu dey r shld haf done e same..dunno if dey did..a sign o weakness..yupz..couldnt control my tears..n i think my mucus wuz like gross..but i couldnt care less..i mean so wad if all e seniors were pointin[amanda told me]+saw me cryin..i dun care..i mean..its kinda rude to point..isnt it?

haiz..couldnt stop cryin lar..couldnt sing durin our performance..nv looked up at all..wuz literally choked wif tears..then e seniors juz had to sae go sec2s..dat wuz it..die..i cried like it wuz e end o e world..actually..i wouldnt even cry dat much if it were e end o e world..we dun deserve it..u should haf juz let us be!!!then when we couldnt sing..they just had to sing along..y muz u do dat..sheesh..juz let us goof up..juz let us spoil e whole show..guan wo men for wad?i think i cried e worst lar..not dat im proud o it..i suck lar..it wuz like i juz went on an emotional rollar coaster..seriously..

then seniors toked to us again..jia saed my eyes damn small..like freakin slits..dey were dan pain..i think coz i cried too much..c?huo gai man..then seniors tok n tok..wuz dere till dunno how late..wanted to sleep..but didnt want to leave at e same time..e floor wuz damn uncomfortable..sumone[i noe hu] saed i looked constipated!!!so embarrassed kaes..juz felt dat one shouldnt speak for all..shld haf asked em e main topic o their tok..forgot to..coz most o e sec2s felt dat it wuz revolvin round a certain sumone..dunno y i wuz deprived o sleep coz o her..u noe u can die without sleep..yupz..felt like dying..juz drop dead dere..dun think anyone wuld care..except e cleaner lar..he/she will b like..y dis loser so inconsiderate?shld haf died sum wher else..haiz..

we promised to change for e better..
we saed dat we will improve..
we shouldnt blame an individual..
its e whole teams problem wadeva happens..
its e whole teams fault even if one fails..
evryone shld feel e pain when one cries..
evryone shld feel e guilt when we get scolded..
we shld stand tgthr as one..
not just pretend to on e surface..
but more imptly..
deep in our hearts..
sorrys r unnecessary when ur really bonded..
coz we all noe its evryones fault..
but we need sorrys when u didnt support a team mate..
its juz a word..
izzit so hard to sae?

drifted off my original topic..wadeva lar..anyway..e next dae..wadeva happened to 7.50am sharp?evryone wuz late except for 2 ppl..hu eva dey r..hope dey dun think their super innocent or wadeva..pls refer to writin above..but i dun think dey think so lar..i wuz late..so wad?it wuz my fault..im not gonna shrink responsibility..n i lost a ball..i put it up in e overhead compartment..but i didnt bother to check it..think erything will b alright juz coz u leave i dere?wrong!sheesh..but i felt so numb when mrs bowness scolded me..felt guilty n all..but juz didnt wanna really explain..wads dere to explain..its my fault..fullstop..

then got another thing..e angel+ward game..my angel wuz nice..cant sae much bout my ward..shouldnt haf even told her hu im..i think..i bet..i noe she hates me..for wadeva reason..dun ask me..

all i brought bk wuz my mums super overdue prezzie..sore throat..koff..runny nose..painful eyes..aches all over..i feel terrible..slept for over 12 hours..haiz..

strangely enuf..no regrets..

digicam!

2005-03-13T16:49:00.000-08:00

yay..i got a digital cam..finally..haha..

ok..fine..its true..but dere muz b sum rationale behind his rash action..dunno lar..juz look at my timeline..

1/12/04
grand finals..
taufik is the singapore idol..
sylvester is really cute..
cuter than his first appearance..
bout 56 kg..

2/3/05
his visit to e rom..
supposedly engaged to maia..
got no pic..

4/3/05
singtel concert..
performed..
extremely haggard+lost so much weight..
even skinnier than b4..
bout 50kg?
poor thing!!!
[check 8daes for pic..]

conclusion..engagement wuz sumthin dat wuld end..it wuz onli a matter o time.. dere!

haha..

sylvestergettingmarried?

2005-03-11T22:29:00.000-08:00

wth?
wth?
wth?
wth?
wth?

WHAT THE HELL?

he is not gettin married lor..e newpapers r spreadin freakin false rumours lar..i mean wads their freakin problem???got nothin better to do izzit?go n do wadeva lar..its not true..i went to check it out on e site..no such thing..bet u they doctored e freakin site..i mean..how can u c sumones rom application so easily?dere shld b sum security lor..bet u they forced sylvester to sae dat lor..hes makin an album for goodness sake..wher does he get e time to sign up for a freakin marriage.. it doesnt make sense..i sae..it does not make any freakin sense!!!i can bet u 100% dat evryone iz jealous..wah lau..so free..go n..haiz..wadeva lar..juz make sure dat..

U DO NOT BLIEVE RETARDED RUMOURS KAES!!!

pls..n now hor..im seriously pissed wif myself..i mean i get extreme mood swings in like *snap*..irritates e hell outta me..argh..haiz..i hate my life..its like crap..n yes dis is a depression entry..jus tell u guys sum stuf..

1500m..i got 3rd..buti honestly think they timed wrongly lor..
history..i got 25..bu tit turns out dat mrs quek added wrongly n therefore my real mark is 23..

definitely not lookin forward to e kl trip..
but it cant b worse than my crappy life..

sportsheatsresults

2005-03-09T18:59:00.000-08:00

e results were posted todae..yar..got in..barely..haha..camilla too..we were like goin crazy in e music room..okok..only me lar!haha..but she was happy too..i wuz screamin..bet mrs goh thot i wuz crazy..shant sae bout camilla..den later make her sound so siao..haha..we sang e ch songs..haha..n i can rap..yoyoyo!haha..ohoh..i made a joke..like u noe todae..we had ch painting n i wuz tryin to show jacqueline n rachel my rappin skills..so i took out e paper wantin to practise first..so i saed..

i wanna brush up on my rappin!hahahahahahahaha..funny?i noe im..

den me n jacqueline wanna learn e guitar so i went to ask my mum lar..then she asked if its coz i like sylvester..i mean like..urm..

?????????

n guess wad?i may be runnin 1500m..argh..dat means mayb not..haha..so far..im..no one wants to help me!

im like u wanna run 1.5???

n then e person will be like..no..so mean!how cum dun wanna run???mayb i shld sae its fun!will dey blieve me?haha..dunno leh..

oh..haha..i found out how to get my stupid fringe off my stupid face..tie two rubber bands!!!haha..so smart rite?actually..no lar..its like so much better..haha..

n we had ch talentine/talentime[dunno lar!] todae..4sy tied wif 4gy for upper sec[first place]..while 2co won for lower sec..at least its not a sec one class..haha..so malu..but 2sy didnt get thru..haiz..

ok..shall b goin now..bye..

ps..i think 9th mar is a gd dae!!!!haha..

icutmyhair

2005-03-06T11:29:00.000-08:00

haha..i cut my hair yesterdae..but muz tie up one..eee..haha..i oso ran..my timin so super duper slow lor..i think 2sy will lose..coz o me..no lar..still gt camilla so..nomb liao..haha..

anyway..when u c me on mon..u better wish me gd luk i tell u..ok..bye..haha..

sportsheatsjitters

2005-03-04T22:19:00.000-08:00

argh..im so freakin scared lor..u noe y?coz sports heats is in 2 daes time!!!no..3 i think..anyway..its on mon..very scared leh..i noe class spirit very impt n stuf..but not sae my class iz leadin lor..so it wuld help if i can help my class to get sum points rite..but i very scared..den hor..i pull down my class marks..haha..but at least still gt camilla hus runnin too..she can help..ill juz run..den lose oso nvm one lar..camilla will help e class..haha..but i will try to look ver pin ming..haha..den ppl will go..haiz..she try so hard..good effort..haha..den even if i do badly still got ppl compliment me..haha..or dey can sae..haiyo..so slow..but i think its her fastest..wad a loser..haha..n summore is i volunteer one lor..haha..i tell u dat dae i wear a paper bag to run..den u noe its me..haha..even more obvious..haha..argh..dunno lar..

ppl readin dis..better wish me gd luk!!!e other runners too lar..

oh..n camp wuz fun kaes..did e barrel hug..m foreva grateful to e wonderful person hu inspired me..gr8 improvement kaes..laz time i culdnt even do e log..haha..dunno wad to do fr reflective essay n article..mayb ill gif her a mirror..reflective wad..get it?hahahahahaha..

ok..shall b off now..bye fellow comrades..oh..btw..e campfire wuz super funny..think old majors speech..haha..guess hus old major?

adventurecamptml

2005-03-01T18:09:00.000-08:00

haha..its adventure camp tml..stupid lar..were doin sum rope course thingy..gettin our class tshirt..i think im gonna run tml..or mayb not lar..depends..haha..eeyer..dunno wad to write..i mean..seriously..oh yar..haha..i rmb!

we had dis wonderful eng test todae n i failed!!!cool rite?then e stupid report writin ar..i wrote so little..i bet tchers gonna fail me..im gonna fail engish lor..omg..dat means dat all my grades will b pulled even lower..argh..crap..bleah..wtwtwtwtwtwtwtwtwtwthhhhhhhhh..

anyway..dis iz an impt notice!

sylvesters album will b cumin out either at e end o march or beginning o april..not march 15-18 as i haf previously thot so..i wanna get it!!!!!!!!!!!

dats all..wish me luk for adventure camp..

scgsVSrgs

2005-02-26T17:09:00.000-08:00

dere goes rgs..shootin yet another freakin penalty..catching up wif sc..hu iz leadin btw..n poof..e score has been elavated..by a point or even more..

i mean..wadeva!!!do i look like i can b bothered..do i look like i care..do i look freakin pissed at e freakin biased referee???wher iz e tian li..

e referee sucks!!!

seniors played so so so so so so so so so so so well yesterdae..evryone culd c e fightin spirit in em..in e laz min..the atmosphere wuz so tense..evryone was cheering..screamin till their throat wuz dry..clappin till their hands were sore..so wad if e score wuz 35-39?so wad if we lost?coz in our hearts..our seniors are winners..n foreva will b..

our seniors rock!yes they do!

when a match is lost..
its not coz o one person..
when a match iz won..
its not coz o one person..
dont blame a single person for defeat..
dont congratulate a single person for victory..
a team wins together..
a team loses together..
a team stays together..
a true team works as a whole..
a true team shares joy as well as sorrow..
a true team is a winner in its own right..

lets pray for a miracle..
lets pray for em..

cdivbadmintonmatch

2005-02-24T18:09:00.000-08:00

hmmm..well..we went for e cdiv badminton match todae..quite interestin..i noe all o em were fightin really hard..why ar..coz dey sort o fell down loads o times to get e little shuttle..yupz..as e teachers sae..aldoe wedidnt win..we went down fighting..haha..dats wad really matters..rite?yar..it is..i think we lost..urm..i mean..i think we didnt win..we didnt lose..we juz didnt win..haha..not fair..bball oso lost to rgs!!!i mean didnt win rgs..how cum???

tokin bout bball..our seniors will b playin against rgs tml..i think..so ppl hu wanna cum down n support r welcumed..m i allowed to do dat??ok..nvm..i really hope we win..we muz gif em moral support..pray for em..hope for em..wish for em..yupz..haha..support them by cheerin n screamin n clappin n stampin n wadeva..but oso support em deep down in ur hearts..dun scream juz for screamin..dun cheer juz or cheerin..dun clap juz for clappin..dun stamp juz for stampin..do it coz u want to..do it coz u really mean it..yupz..dat bout it..guess wad??wuz i preachin?no rite..haha..dunno lar..

shall tok bout e stupid thing evryone hates..om!haiz..i wuz bein really mean..coz i felt so irritated by the stupid project..i went ard irritatin ppl by bein really..urm..irritatin..so if i got to u..sorry kaes!!!i really m..dunno lar..i think ive juz been pmsin lately..but i really cant blieve i got scolded juz for puttin e monster dere..does it make sense to u???no rite..spastic lar..argh..bleah..so crappy..humph..so juz dun tok to me bout om..ill get really grumpy..can tok to me bout..urm..other stuf..juz try to avoid om..so heres my advanced sorry if i piss u off..ok..

i shall be off..good bye fellow comrades..haha..

depression

2005-02-18T22:59:00.000-08:00

ok..dis is my depression entry..warning..if u dun wanna read dont..coz it mite make u sad..im extremely sad..unhappy..unjoyful..gloomy..miserable..disappointed..sigh..u wanna noe y?

so many reasons..firstly..no one comments at my fic..ok..dis is unimportant..then i did so badly for sc test n my parents r like its ok wad..then im like..bt its so low!!!then they dun really seem to care..n i dont too..humph..

haiz..then durin training i wuz doin evrythin wrongly..b4 we were tellin lame jokes..lafin n all..thn after?super depressed..y?argh..wadeva..its so..aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..i need sumthin to make me happier..wad?more tags?yes..a freakin comment?izzit so hard..but not fr u guys anywayz..a nice dream would really help..n were meetin for om tml..dun want..i dun want to build a freakin monster so dat i will fail..oh yeah..did u noe dat daphne khoo won 2nd for e om thingy?i think lar..she like directed sumthin..dunno..

oh..for om..i took e boxes used to put e biscuit stuf..bet evryone thot i wuz crazy..haha..but thnx to e ppl hu helped me carry..thnx loads!!!c..i gaf special thnx..haha..

ok..dis mornin me n jiahui ran 8 rounds in like forever timin..i feel like a stupid snail..not a cute one lien!haha..dissolving..coz i feel so energy drained..i dunno y..i dun wanna care..it doesnt make sense does it?anywayz..on mon i shall run again..try to finish in..7 1/2 mins?eeyer..im gonna die..but try lar..y muz dere b badminton competition on dat dae..then all e retardedly fast badminton girls cant run..great..

i haf been sad for 2 daes even doe got lafs in between..like inside is sad..haha..im tryin to sound cheem..n honestly..i dun really think its working out too well..

n jacqueline..i couldnt hear e song so i took it off..not dat i nv credit u..haha..sorry..but thnx for helpin anyway..

leave me to sink further into the dark side of depression..[cheem yet?haha..jj..]

totaldefencedae

2005-02-15T16:09:00.000-08:00

jacqueline..i didnt lor..humph..anyhow sae..i juz saed i got..wads wrong wif dat..sigh..n lien..i noe u gaf me..but ystd nv wad..haha..okok..thank you lien!!!

anywayz..guess wad?i failed lit..i couldnt understand e freakin question..yay..i luv failin..n i wuz 6th in my sc tuition for some miraculous reason..how leh???i oso dunno..when my tchr gaf it bk..i wuz like..huh???then i wanted to burst out lafin..its so weird kaes..i dun get it..hmmm..no..still havent got it..y so crappy one ar..

oh..happy total defence dae!!!haha..sch decided to gif us biscuits n newater..[so they sae..its realli peewater..haha..]ok lar..im bein mean..but e bottle wuz cute..haha..

had om todae..it wuz so retarded..our egg broke..haha..n for our oral presentation..me n lingen got 5..out of 10..so low..sigh..i think im gonna fail english..all my grades r like..falling..down..argh..

oh..jacqueline wrote sumthin funny todae..its like..whee~im flying..down?haha..it wuz so funny kaes..but couldnt laf..laoshi wuz dere..haha..

dis iz my joke..sc tchr gaf me e idea doe..

wad did e starch solution[student] sae to e glucose solution[tchr]?
iodine[aiyo..didnt] do my hw!!!

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..so funny!!!

ok..shant crap further..byez..haha..im so funny..

HAPPYVALENTINESDAE!!!

2005-02-14T23:09:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAE!!!

haha..im so happy..i got my idols poster fr elaine[how to spell?]..hes so cute in it!!![yes..its a he..]n then..got jay chous cd..suprisin huh..but then..his songs quite nice wad..not dat hes shuai or anythin..but obviously his fans think dat he rocks so wadeva..haha..[to u jacqueline!]

oh..shall tok bout valentines dae..gaf loads o ppl lollies..not alot o ppl gaf me..so sad..but got ppl lar..thnx so much all o u..n i got my FAVE flower[african daisy] fr yirui..i think amanda oso got fen..so thnx to u too..haha..lien didnt gif anyone..so retarded..haha..

valentines dae joke time..

wad did e male sheep sae to e female sheep?
will ewe[u] be my valentine?

haha..had training..so rushing off to sc tuition now..gonna get back my test..haiz..anyhow do..scared i fail..how leh..argh..got lit n ch test tml..gonna fail..haiz..bye..